Lately, I have been feeling a lot of anger/hate inside. A quick check of the calendar and it all became clear to me. I must have been trying to repress it too much. It still pains me to think about it.
It has been one year since I realized that I had put my trust upon the wrong person. It has been one year since I let my guard down. I do hope I have learned my lesson. I don’t want to go through it again.
I reckon this time last year was one of the darkest times in my life. Thankfully there were some people who took time and effort to bring me back into the light whilst others were content on standing idly by.
It is good to know where you stand even though you don’t always like where you are standing.
I am writing this post in the hopes that it will lessen the negative feelings that are welling up inside me again.
I know that my family is there for me and I now know who my real friends are. For that I am both grateful and thankful. So I end this post with another quote and some advise:
Sa akin ka pa talaga nag duda, sa lahat ng tao…
trust your instincts kiddies.
Diccc! I find it as a relief to express these things. It's all good yo, let it out.
ReplyDeleteHope all is well. Bro, I suggest running! Natural high! Or you can always go to the gym hehehe
Brotha! Amen to that and I hope with this entry you have learned to let go of the past. Now I think it's time to forgive your enemy and let God give his judgement. May your mind be at ease now and look forward and not dwell on the past. MTFBWY.
ReplyDeletethanks guys!
ReplyDeleteSir :) shempre after 1,000,000 years wala akong magawa at binista ko ang blog mo :)
ReplyDeleteEasy easy lang chong.. I know how you feel :) hasslethehoff ang ganyan pero what doesn't kill us only makes us stronger ika nga :)
May you have peace of mind :) nakakabaliw yan pag sobrang BV palagi e :) give yourself a deadline. worked for me :) labas mo lang yan hehe
MATUTO KA NA KASI UMINOM E! :D
@rad di talaga kaya uminom... kain na lang :D
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