Lately, I have been feeling a lot of anger/hate inside. A quick check of the calendar and it all became clear to me. I must have been trying to repress it too much. It still pains me to think about it.
It has been one year since I realized that I had put my trust upon the wrong person. It has been one year since I let my guard down. I do hope I have learned my lesson. I don’t want to go through it again.
I reckon this time last year was one of the darkest times in my life. Thankfully there were some people who took time and effort to bring me back into the light whilst others were content on standing idly by.
It is good to know where you stand even though you don’t always like where you are standing.
I am writing this post in the hopes that it will lessen the negative feelings that are welling up inside me again.
I know that my family is there for me and I now know who my real friends are. For that I am both grateful and thankful. So I end this post with another quote and some advise:
Sa akin ka pa talaga nag duda, sa lahat ng tao…
trust your instincts kiddies.